I Love My Partner.

I use the word partner because well… That’s just what Jordan is. We’ve been together so long it seems silly to say boyfriend sometimes, but we are not engaged so partner works. Anyway, I love my partner.

It has been a whole week since I have been home from the hospital & Jordan has been with me every night, & insists he stays.

He has fed me when I was too weak to feed myself. He’s cleaned me up by giving me sponge baths. He brushed my hair to make sure it was maintained. He’s slept on my bedroom floor, & continues to do so, so he can help me adjust myself in the middle of the night so I am comfortable enough to sleep. He helped me wipe myself when I could not while using the toilet; even during my menstrual cycle. He held my hair back when I would get nauseous & puked my brains out. He puts lotion or powder on my arse to keep it from being sore since I’m sitting more than usual. He massages me if I am hurting & for long periods of time even when I tell him it’s not necessary. He transfers me wherever I would like to go in my apartment & whenever . He makes sure I take my medicine. He always calls me before he leaves work to see if I need or want anything while he is out.

He does these things with great care, love, & patience; never shows frustration or discontent. 

He is great. All I can do is give him my unconditional love. I am so, for the lack of a better word, thankful that he is here with me. Things would be tough without him. I can never say thank you Jordan too many times or I love you Jordan. It’s just impossible. I really hope I can make all this up to him one day & even be able to care for him as he has cared for me if he is ever in rough shape like I am.

I am getting better, but he is helping get there.

I love you Jordan. Never think otherwise.